Wow, that was really really childish......
Ok, I need to stop being childish. Anyway, I went over to MINDS today. And in case you dont know, its a group that deals with the intellectually disabled. Now many would see these special people as handicapped and as lesser beings as all of us "normal" people, but I beg to differ. I have always viewed them positively. They are the people who always smile because they mean it and are always perfectly honest with you. They are not tainted by the sins of the real world, nor are they wearing masks to fake people, they present themselves as they are. Honestly, I have always envied them, whenever they laugh, there is no hint of coldness, there is only pure joy.
Especially with the project work going on now, I doubt many of us students can actually smile and mean it completely. Already, I have seen so many people getting depressed, so many, including myself. And I dont know what to do right now, I am not exactly in the mood to cheer people up feeling like that myself. Besides, I am already starting to break down and the only people keeping me alive is my girl, Rin. She is such a bundle of joy and I thank her for understanding my situation....I havent been talking to her properly lately. And I hope that I can make it up to her. She is just such an amazing girl, I will never want to lose her.
~The innocence of a kid~
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