*The shadow of the day*
Well, its been weeks since I've been on this website posting. But it is regretable that I am posting something somewhat negative after my long time of absence. It is sad really......
Sitting here in the room, as I look out the window to see the sunset; the orange glow making the buildings glow and giving the clouds an extra sparkle. Sounds beautiful (or not) right? But all I see are the dark clouds hovering behind the cute white fluffy ones; the dark clouds that bring about rain and thunder and lighting, the clouds which always remind me of the darker parts of my life, the parts I choose to hide.
And today, my thoughts are filled with math, or rather the results of my math paper. It isnt too much to boast about, because there is nothing to be proud of. I've been scoring As for math in Primary school, hovering around the passing grade in Secondary school and now as I walk down the path as a Junior College student, I'm feeling lucky to have a double digit score. Sad isnt it? Truth be told that math has never been my strongest subject and I have come to that conclusion already. I thought that with more studying, I could do better and improve.
I was wrong
Surprisingly, I studied math volunteerily and yet I was struck with pages full of questions that baffle me to no end. Those 2-3 hours of my life, was spent in depression and sinking deeper into it as the seconds ticked by.
Hiding behind a front will only go so far, sooner or later you'll show your true self.......
~Embracing the world in grey~
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